Tomorrow,I am going BACK to school with two intentions.Hear that ?Only two intentions!
Intention number one is to upgrade my current window vista to window 7.I heard from my friends that the new operating system organizes my work on my desktop and speeds up my computer’s performance.Better now than never. I have to upgrade my computer’s operating system!
Intention number two is to come for the YOG meeting for us who have not received any news from them previously.This is the time I am going to do something for my country.Haha.I do sound patriotic, don’t I ? And the best part is I am going with 5 of my friends! This is truly remarkable.
My intentions are going to be fulfilled.I am sure of that close to 100 percent.
Ok.
I’m reading Dan Brown book, Angels and Demons.
Wow.I learnt new stuff like anti-matter,balance of life,yin and yang,quarks and anti-quarks,etc etc.
Wow.So many things I learnt from the book,mostly of physics principals such as everything has its opposites;male and female,up and down,matter cannot be created out of nothing.The Big Bang theory! That’s super cool!
One thing I want to remember forever is anti-matter is the opposite if matter.If anti-matter collides with matter,photons are produced.Photon:purest energy form
I guess 10 milligram sample of anti-matter is a source of energy for tomorrow.Anti-matter annihilation.
To produce anti-matter,two ultrathin particle beams were accelerated in opposite directions.Head on in enormous speed,compressing all their energies into a single pinpoint.Extreme energy densities.
Anti-matter needs to be suspended in vacuum(That;s cool!)
Anti-matter : Weapon of mass destruction OR Energy source to light up the whole city without using electricity with small amount of anti-matter.
~From the Angels and Demons,Dan Brown book
Reminder: Need to shed 7 kilos by April 2010.
YOG
Date of YOG event :14-26 August 2010
Date of YOG briefing: 23rd February 2010
Venue:LT-E5
Going with : Goh Mei Xing , Peiling ,Alice and Divya
Opening the windows
You will see the vast sea.
You will breathe the cold air
You will feel the icy cold wind stung your cheek
You will think of the unfortunate events that befall you
You will think of him that fills your mind,your soul,your heart
You will forget the struggle that gives you a hard time in life.
You will cry for the regret
The regret for not telling him you like him.
The regret for not telling you really want him.
The regret for not telling you miss him everyday.
The regret for not telling you keep thinking about him.
The sole regret that will keep you alive
The sole regret that will make you grow into depression.
The sole regret that fills your mind
The sole regret that will kill your hopes.
The blame goes to those who don’t tell.
The blame goes to those who don’t say.
The blame goes to those who fail to make the effort.
The blame goes to those who don’t give a damn about it.
The subject ‘You’ is me.
The whole life story is about me.
No one will ever feel what I feel.
No one will understand the emptiness that I feel.
NoBODY will know that my depression is reaching the critical stage
No one will know that I need you in my arms.
No one will know that I need you helplessly.
No one will know that I am losing the battle.
No one will know that I am giving up.
No one will know that I am posting this life story in tumblr.com
You are my raison d’etre.
Raison d’etre- reason for this existence
Art is the artist’s raison d’etre.So are you.
You are my raison d’etre.
